Finally got out in the car and drove myself around. It’s such a relief but I decide I will drive the big car as it is automatic as opposed to the small car as it is manual. It’s been so foggy and so cold but I deliver some Christmas cards and take mum to get her pension and various other places.
I have been in and out of the car all afternoon and my stomach is feeling really tender now. Think I may have done a little too much hopping in and out of the car, so I make the most of having a rest before making the dinner. Luckily Callum is working so I don’t have to have dinner ready until around 9pm. Niamh baked some cookies after school and I seem to be ok with them, so they can’t be too high in sugar, or have I been sensible?
I am still concerned about my need to eat and evenings are definitely worse, as they were for me pre surgery. I must make sure I drink more and maybe I won’t have room for so much food. This is such a scary feeling that I am able to eat and eat frequently. We are supposed to eat 5 small meals/snacks a day but I am worried I am still overeating.
I should have maybe weighed myself but I am scared I have gained weight and do not want to weight myself until I feel happier about my eating. I will be in and out tomorrow so hopefully I will be drinking fluids as opposed to eating.
Need to think more positively.
Tomorrow will be a better day with food.
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